Sept 11

Today is the first day of my trial week.  Tomorrow I will use my last bag of TPN.  If I can eat enough they will discontinue the TPN and remove the PICC line.  I have had a lot of anxiety today which complicates eating.  I drank 1-1/2 boosts 400 calories, a smoothie 250 calories, 1 egg (90 calories).  That = 740.  That means I'm about half way and it's almost 7:00 pm.  I don't know how I can make that up.  I was planning on having a bowl of veggie soup with 1 T olive oil for dinner that's 250 calories.  I don't think I can handle anything else.  I'd rather not eat that actually.  I will update this tomorrow. I ate most of the bowl of soup about 200 calories.